I appreciate the trust and all everyone has given me

Hi Mark,

This is the first time I’ve seen your email address, so I wanted to write. I am reading the cure, I’m on maybe page 40 or so in my mind I’ve gotta get to like 430 or so before things really happen for me. I’m trying to prepare myself along the way, by that i mean making sure I’m in control. Truth is though I don’t think I am. This is a mighty step for me, I appreciate the trust and all everyone has given me and I am Little I guess well say scared.

This is the second email I’m writing you, the first one I had the wrong email address, in it I was complaining about one of my teachers at school. Which is the main reason I may be dragging from your perspective. The way I have looked at i is…it took me x amount of time to get nowhere, and now that I’m recovering I wanted to do something positive…so I got a vrap grant (which is veterans), of course I get like 1648 a month from them, and since I haven’t had much to write home about I thought it was pretty good. I know I’ll make alot more with you. but that’s my reasoning. At any rate, I did send an email to the Colorado chapter of clubhouses, but have not had a return email, this has been maybe 3-5 weeks ago. Instead of getting angry, I figured you’d or they would get back o me when the time is right. The cure has laid out some things I feel are directed to e, so I suppose Ill stick with the training. I just got off school and am a little tired. I don’t really have much more to say, but I will leave you with I am ready for whatever.

Yours Truly

Jay F.