ESSENCE ITSELF (IN CONFLICT?) Part 1

ESSENCE ITSELF  (IN CONFLICT?) 

 
Our Essence is our reason to live, is what is our expression of this life in every which way you can think of. It is our enrichment of our sensitivities, it is what makes life worthwhile, it is what has enabled us to fill this life with all of that which does please us and brings this enrichment to fulfillment. It is what we offer another and grow a life together on. It is that which wisdom itself is built upon. Wisdom is that which we gain that will help us in our life solutions to all those bumps & mountains we hit along our chosen path.

What if you have a mountain path, that is narrow and twisted and filled with rubble, and it suddenly ends abruptly?

Do you just throw yourself off into a space filled canyon, trusting that you will suddenly sprout a pair of wings and thus save yourself? There is such a thing as going into the unknown…There is such a thing as knowingly taking a quirky turn in your path to avoid that sudden landslide onto or from underneath your path that would put you at this abrupt ending of your path.
 
I ask you now: if you are in a battle within yourself in a conflict of what to do now, if this battle were finished tomorrow, what would you have? What would you be? Query your inner child. What would be your reason to live?

What can I say? Too many have gone against something, if only in their minds and hearts, and more often than not have found life becoming more and more empty. If this has happened to you, there is still time to turn this around. The thing that would be disturbing is that you may have almost opted out of the playing field of life itself.
 
What may have happened with you, is what has happened with many individuals: You yourself chose a path and accepted the outlay of time and money and dedication it took. At some point you realized you had made a mistake, were poorer in results, and ? years older, and disappointed that your goals were not met and your life was not where you had wanted to go=granted.  You may feel betrayed by God and Life.
 
I’ll repeat here:
Our Essence is our reason to live, is what is our expression of this life in every which way you can think of. It is our enrichment of our sensitivities, it is what makes life worthwhile, it is what has enabled us to fill this life with all of that which does please us and brings this enrichment to fulfillment. It is what we offer another and grow a life together on. It is that on which wisdom itself is built upon. Wisdom is that which we gain that will help us in our life solutions to all those bumps & mountains we hit along our chosen path. 

More in part 2

Lila Bennett