I am trapped!

In intital contact with life and the world with Fully Integrated Honesty I must say that I AM TRAPPED! What can one do when ALL that he or she sees around him or her is a world of followers manipulated into demeaning themselves for psuedo stimulations that undermine their life and happiness. I am trapped and don’t know how to assert myself! I am at the mercy of the public good(inwhich the public isn’t doing so well)… I wasn’t born fortunate with inheritances and good environments but instead I adopted defaults that that came as a mask of “this is life.. just live it”. All from the experiences of seeing those who were trapped as well. Then there came this godsend… yes! A GODSEND that stimulated every portion of my existence to the point of euphoric collaps. It came to me as a blessing not in disquise but as a “HERE THIS IS LIFE” antidote in which everything that grieved my thoughts were confirmed but this antidote didnt come with an authoritive how to manual to act but simply laid the psychological foundations that benefits the interrelations of self… but still I am trapped because everything that exist around me are dead to the moral relationship between MAN and LIFE and their dynamics are a major strick againt life where as EVERYTHING that I have learned since my discovery year of 2005 has been one of seeing that I am trapped to either fit in and play dead while waiting to die and or get harmed either verbally, physically trying to STAND for what is right. From what I have experience and still experiencing I will continue to get harmed by GOVERNMENT and it’s authorities under the aegis of “the state” if I don’t pick up the pressure and get MARK HAMILTONS words to public notice.