I do not belong in the anticivilization

I have known for many, many years now that I do not belong in the anticivilization. I have always felt that we should take all politicians, judges & lawyers out in the middle of ocean somewhere and feed them to the fish. There are exceptions to every rule, but not very many. I even feel the universe strongly trying to make things happen for me. To that end, for several years now I have been collecting various super puzzles pieces for my new life. But so far, I have been unable to snap these puzzle pieces together into a complete picture. Even reading thru the Neothink Packages of Inner -Circle Secrets manuscripts, I am still having some problems in getting these pieces to snap together. I feel that I need to get into local meeting of like-minded individuals in order for me to snap together my many puzzle pieces together into a complete picture and get out of the anticivilization as soon as possible.
Steven