I have to do this for me

Hi: Mark Hamilton Well I have been trying to follow the Neothink Society Meeting. I live in Deep-East-Texas and my Hughes Net is working real slow. It took one hour and a half to be able to hear and read just half of the meeting. But don’t worry, I will get on the phone and see if we can get a higher speed on our net. I understand knowing the important of playing while you work as being step into the future, and I love that ideal, so here my problem: Billy does not like for me to participate any activities out side the home. We (Billy and I) have been married forever, and just lately I can’t do anything right are able to please him. So I’m really down at this time. I tried to get him to read the with me, but turned me down flat out (NO). So you see this going to be very hard, and then on the other hand, I have to do this for me. This morning while trying to get the meeting on my computer, I got the home site, and signed up for more of the books to read. I have not told him how much money I have spent, but he not going to like it. O’Well he will have to over it. Just wanted you to know I’m going to carry this ball all the way to the goal post. Think you so much.
Maggie M.