I need a BIG change in my life

Dear Mr. Hamilton, The last I emailed you and gave you my thoughts and I also asked some questions but did not get any response. I’ll tell you again how I feel about our Canadian govt,the churches,and the so called authorities here in MY COUNTRY CANADA.First a little about myself.I am part of the first peoples who live or have lived in this country called TURTLE ISLAND(usa,canada).We inhabited this big and beautiful continent for thousands of years. Even though we were not perfect by any means, at least we had wild meat,fish,birds,wild rice,corn,potatoes,wild onions and whatever nature provided to feed our people.
Then the europeans came,they took this land by force, killing of a lot of 1st NATIONS PEOPLE through their deceases,like small pox,chicken pox,TB,and literly killing old men and women,children,and in some cases,killed whole villages,just so they can(they think)own this land. they have raped the land,poisoned the land,poisend the air,poisand the rivers, the oceans.Not only that, they raped the women,and the children,poisoned our/my people because of their GREED. IT is still going on to this day.now, this short history leads to me. I was (kidnapped)from my home @ the age of 6 years.I did not ask for this, nor did I create it.Iwas kept @ the school for 10 years,physically abused,sexually abused,mentally abused.SO, Mr.Hamilton,I did not know any of this stuff,so how in the world can I/we(other kids)create this miserable life we are living even to this day.Some of the kids were beaten to death and everything was covered up or denied by the churches and state and the police.THE same thing is still going on today.They labeled us in the schools, good for nothing, lazy indians,savages,dumb indians.NOW ,speaking of SAVAGES, look @ what the so called democratic, free world is doing to their own chidren, killing them,raping them,selling them, poisening them et cetra, et cetra.So, Mr. Hamilton,this is my story, my thinking, and my questions.AS I SAID BEFORE, I WOULD LIKE(as other people) TO CHANGE THE STATUS QUO.I am asking, as many other people,help me here, I need a BIG change in my life to a HAPPIER, HEALTHIER, AND WEALTHIER LIFE. THANKS A MILLION X a MILLION.—FR. SLY.