I really want to provide a better life for my family

Hello Mark Hamilton,
My name is Matthew a. I found this page because I decided to do a google search on miss darlene belle’s book mentioned in the third book. I’ve ordered the first three books but when the notice came for the remaining books, i’m sad to say, I just could not afford another one. When I stumbled upon this website I must say i was even more motivated to join the Neothink society. But, sadly as I have mentioned in many of the letters that I’ve sent back with my previous invites/ book order forms I do not have the money. I wish, no I need someway to get out of this hole, i’m tired of struggling and it seems no matter how hard I try I just seem to end up back in the hole. I really want to be a part of this and I really want to provide a better life for my family, I don’t want them to struggle as I have struggled. Please anything you could do to help would be greatly appreciated, and as I stated in one of my letters if I could get help with becoming a member I would not only pay it back in full, I would also make it my goal to guide and mentor at least 100 well qualified people to open their lives to the path of neothink and do everything in my power to bring them into the society so we can grow and change the world. Please mark I am asking, I am begging please help me!
Thank you.
Sincerely Matthew A.