If I ever had a childhood, I don’t remember it. I was an orphaned statistic.
Because of a few basic survival skills, I was always expected to behave like a grown-up and therefore was treated like one. Today, at 40 years old, Mark Hamilton and Neothink has returned my childhood to me to live as it should have been. I am no longer abused, neglected, or ridiculed for learning, growing, or advancing in the world.
During my teen years, I was considered a social outcast. My adoptive parents were very strict on me. They would only let me participate in church activities or chaperoned ball games. I found solace in reading and creative writing and gained intelligence, knowledge, discipline, responsibility and the overwhelming desire to be on my own. Older and more distinguished people praised this in my character and I was labeled a goody-two-shoes, a nerd so to speak. In my desire to “fit in”, my behavior rebelled against my parents in that I took the blame for the trouble my peers got into and let them take advantage of and bully me. I had this idea that myself sacrifice would prepare me for the abuse of such a cruel world. I was anything but a typical teen, yet this is what was expected of me. Every now and then, when my parents decided to reward me with a little leniency, I had to beg and plead to be invited to a party or social gathering. I was always embarrassed, humiliated, or totally ignored. Today, through the integrations of the Neothink family and apprentices, I am the one being sought out for my learned lessons, advice, abilities, and other priceless values of character and being including that it is not the world that has gone bad, but the people in it has accepted tragedy and tyranny as the general way of life. I have gained access to a wealth of information on every walk of life through countless pieces of literature that I never would have known had it not been for Neothink. Neothink is teaching its members to reverse this ideology. Words will never express how grateful I am or how much I appreciate Neothink for choosing me to help fulfill this purpose.
This abusive and destructive behavior followed me into my older years as I became the shadow in everyone’s limelight. I had the intelligence to be everywhere at once but I could never be found. I was the proverbial “Jack-of-all-Trades.” But at the same time, no one wanted or needed any interference from me. I was always called upon to organize and clean-up a mess. Yet, I was cast aside and never acknowledged or allowed to take credit for my endeavors or talents. Once someone was through using me, I was shut up and locked away until further notice. I was a prisoner within myself. I did not know who I was supposed or expected to be. Religion looked like an easy way out, but there were just too many requirements of basic human existence and ritualistic demands of free thinking to give up. Then one day, Mark Hamilton and Neothink unlocked my cell and destroyed the key. They have taught me the confidence and bravery to defend all things good and honest. The ability to say “no” to evil and destruction is a lot easier to do now thanks to Neothink. Today, I have the freedom to choose, to believe, to love, to live, to celebrate being a human being, but most of all I have the freedom to be myself. There’s no one else better qualified.
All in all, whether they are veterans, apprentices, or incumbents, Neothink members have been taught from their day of invitation until now that there are three paths of society for the human race to follow. There is the society of “that is”, the society of “what appears to be” and the society that “knows the difference.” Neothink is the society that knows the difference. While the societies of “what appears to be”, and the society of “that is “run an even battle of spreading chaos and confusion for the human being’s purposes, functions, systems, and processes in the world called the “anti-civilization”, Neothink, the society that “knows the difference” is ahead of the battle to teach their members this difference so that they too can relay the message of pure love and honesty to the world. Neothink provides a wealth of information that can make their members the healthiest, wealthiest, happiest, and the most beloved of all without the use of external authorities we call the anti-civilization forevermore.
Mary K
That is the beauty of it. Neothink people knows the difference and wake up with a smile on their face. Russ Creamer
Mary,
Wow! What a life you have had. Congratulations to you on breaking through and thanks to Mark Hamilton for helping show you the way.
Mary K. –
Thanks for reminding me that as an individual human being we can celebrate that which we are. We can prosper and live happily, love our fellow human beings and should have the right to be rich. Mark Hamilton has offered us just that, it is the greatest get rich program I have ever seen and just a few of us will help others experience it to when they simply choose to vote for the Twelve Visions Party. We will watch prices drop and technology provide greater values in all segments of industry, just like we have seen happen for the past 3 decades with the computer industry. Let’s all join hands to love each other as we start feeling human again through compassion and value creation as opposed to just going to work. Let’s share the Greatest Get the People Rich Program ever offered at http://www.twelvevisionsworld.com
You seemed to had written a story line quite like mine. I found it interesting to say the least. My name IS Patrick. I can identify and relate to the content of your story. Yet, you had grown in a family that may had some money as it seems with some direction even know they were adopted parents. I didn’t grow up with anyone and my solace I became acustom too which is sad in one reality, yet i am getting used to being open and social a little. Me? I remian busy and that is enough to keep the stress and strain at arms bay of being so lonely. Inside I feel as if I have an importance and tha tis what gets me thouugh the day,. Yet, I can really understand what your life had been like when you were young. I faced too many circumstances that were way too damaging that altered my sense of thought of most people. As I do try, might I emphasis ‘try” to be open and acceting of others and the way they are, this little theif in me sees these warning signs of when to stay away form an inevitable brick way (in the human sense). Alone, I wanted to build, write, paint, draw, invent, and grow into a mastery of my own divine creations, and thought that that would bring me friends that are mannered and well versed and structured in being polite which I need. I could probablly learn from you of the English Language and how to be gramamathicaly correct. I love to write, and love creative writing as well. Too, I had some manuscripts that were sripped off that I regret. I spent a lot of time on those, alomst a year, 18 of them to be exact. If I ever met you, I’d ask if I could get your help to write a motion picture movie, I have a few ideas, yet becasue I hadn’t sat with the pen for awhile that is due to the theft of those manuscripts. I am trying to get over the loss mentally, and one day I will and I will sit and write again, which might be tomorrow, it might even be tonight. It was a great pleasure to read your story, I felt as if I was reading myself. My Mom passed away in 1990 from a gun shot wound. That plauges me and I can’t seem to get over it. That is a reason why I stay busy and in this town Joliet, Illinois. I believe one day the whole town might help me and my family take her ex husband to court. The guy was a piece of you know what, his name was Rudy, he even pulled his gun on me one night, and I can’t forget it. So, I am trying to learn how to be more peaceful and restraintful of how otherwise I could easily verbalize how I feel of some people and their ways of speaking or life patterns. If I had the community on my side, which in so many words I do in an unspoken way, I’d bring them together to build great things, and to invest into the wealth of their lives for the sake of society and growing all the human needs. And, man, from the places I been? My god I got scars on the inside and out, oyu’d be surprized. So here I make my own base, with my fiencee, during the day I am alone yet not as I am everywhere from my own writing to everyone of over 30 years of writing letters to all kinds of places and persons. I think I out wrote anyone in human histroy and I am only published a couple times. The developments I made on my own as a loner reaching out to gain the attention of the globe, no tto mention Hollywood and the Music Industry and many scientists, and a ton of governments, my writing had been based long before neothink ever knew me. They had to research much of my own work before I becasme a member and I consciously know that. they wanted me with them, becasue I am them. I just wish… well the wishing well becomes fuller each and everyday. If ther eis one person on Earth that I would like to personally meet, that would be Mr Hamilton. After I read that Miss Annabell’s Secrets Story, I can’t read anything else it seems. it seems the story of all stories, faction. Real and fiction together, wrote in such a way of how it could be on earth yet based off of some traditional facts of past life, just interpretated better. too, had you ever seen the skywalk invention by Mr Hamilton? that hing is as much of a work of Art and design as anything. Currently, I am working on relationship. I am involved with the love of my life and learing to be a better man for her, and learning to cope with civilization and with the Institution called earth, it is like one big prison to me, Earth, bound by rules and regulations no different then being in the joint. If I ever make it to NASA I am going to hi-jack a space shuttle and fly to Mars to meet the aliens. “Jack-of All Trades” IS the Illuminatii dimond, or the Jack of Diamonds. You’d be compelled if you met me and allowed me to talk to you person to person. I am not bound by rule or regulation as I am just, and I am correct, and I am each thing you can imagine in your subconscious, yet I am all of that and am a human being willing to proceed to a future relavant to value creation, in fact value creation was all of my life, and still is. “NTSOS2772”