It’s been a very exiting journey these far

Hi Mr. Mark Hamilton, It’s been a very exiting journey these far, even though with lots of questions. I admit this is real knowledge, life changing. I know during these meeting, you asked for us to fill the local State, is it just for practice? Will I not meet members in the club house first, organize and understand what the club house is before anything else? Another question: The ‘Forbidden Revelation, Secret Teachings to My Exclusive Inner circle”, is the meetings you have on the http://www.neothinkmembers.com/secretmeetings/secret-meetings-2 to some extents, right? So, I decided to read all the book first, is that alright? In all I am happy for the great literature and knowledge you have exposed to me, thanks.
Aaron