My Journey To Find Me

My Journey To Find Me

Looking back over the past year is a real joy for me.  I can’t help but smile when I realize the honest transformation.  I would like to give a little background information about the person I once was.

I once was a person that had some vision but could never seem to really make a go it, if you know what I mean.  After being discharged from the navy I had several jobs, ran my small company for several years, etc but losing that initial spark after a period of time.  Even in my personal life.  I married a beautiful and special woman and eventually was blessed with our daughter.  As time went on, something started to change.  That overwhelming joy when you first start something new.  Whether it is a new relationship, job, business or anything that brings out those childlike feelings of pure excitement seemed to fade over time.  Until one day I had become so distant and unbearable that I found myself alone.  My wife and daughter had moved on.  At the time I couldn’t understand what was going on.  Well, I would not admit that I could be the main cause of this outcome.  After spending several months blaming others, still alone I might add, I started to realize my faults.  Not only that, but I also wanted my family together.

I think this was the first time in many years that I was forced to look inward and to take action if I wanted my family together.  After a couple of months of proving and pleading, my wife (possibly partially out of pity) agreed to move home with the promise of counseling.  Things over time started to come together.  I landed a good job and my relationship with my daughter and wife really started to blossom.  We continued our counseling for a period of time and maintained good progress.  Even though my life was better than it had been in years something was missing.  Something wonderful was about to happen.

I received a letter in the mail authored by a person that told me, the answer to life’s secrets were within reach.  I remember looking at the letter briefly but also feeling a little cynical.  I got sidetracked and put the letter down.  One thing led to another and it was forgotten.  A few days later I got a call from my wife.  She wanted to read this letter to me.  As she read, I found myself getting very excited and actually hanging on every word.  The letter mentioned an ancient secret manuscript, I was intrigued and I promptly ordered.

A few weeks later a package arrived and there it was, the first multigenerational.  Having not read a book in years, this thing looked enormous.  I opened the cover and started reading and reading and reading.  In fact I didn’t stop reading every night until finished.  This was the beginning of my awakening.  There will be time to talk about some of the other great things that have happened on this journey, but I would like to fast forward to present day.

Today my life has purpose and direction.  I have discovered a better, more fulfilling way to live.  I wake up in the morning happy and exhilarated.  The more I push myself the better I feel.  Using the knowledge that has been shared with me by Neothink, the tasks and projects that seemed so big in the past are now part of my daily life.  These have become a welcome sight and a source of great joy.  The days of uncertainty and indecision fade away into a past memory.

I now have a happy and deeply fulfilling relationship with my wife and daughter.  Looking back, it seems almost impossible that I was unable or unwilling to take the necessary actions to become a positive and honest part of my partner’s life.  It was difficult for me at first, but it is never easy to honestly look within.  I found that I had developed a false perception.  I saw myself as someone that I wasn’t.  After a lot of focused thought I discovered that I had become something that I didn’t like and with the love and support of my two families I am now becoming the person I was meant to be.  I am now someone who takes personal responsibility for his actions.  I am able to open myself to give and accept love.  In short I am actually becoming the person that I saw myself as, an honest and loving person.

I urge everyone to take an honest look within.  Do you like what you see?  If you do, that’s great and I am very happy for you.  That means you are on your way and you will progress faster than others.  If you don’t, the time for action is now.  Please don’t wait another day or tell yourself you have plenty of time.  I can tell you from experience that one day will turn into a month to a year to ten years.  Get the inside advantages that can help you see what is actually going on in your life.  Join me on the most exhilarating and revealing journey ever known.  You won’t be disappointed.

I would like to thank everyone involved with The Neothink Society for helping me find the real me. I as most people today, was caught in a rut.  I am grateful to Mark Hamilton for sharing these incredible tools and exercises with me and many others.  My eyes and heart are wide open ready to control what comes my way, all the while, loving every minute.

Thoughts from Scott B