My life has always involved a search

Mark,

My life has always involved a search: Who am I, How can I be my True Self.   Yet, the more practical problems of making a living and supporting my family have made the search elusive but punctuated with many happy moments, but it is clear that my work has not been value creating as you describe it. How do I maintain a search, and transform whatever I do into value creation?.  I have always been interested in biology and the energy that creates and maintains life.  I’ve directed county public health laboratories (infectious disease) and currently  supervise blood and tissue bank licensure at the state level.  The emerging stem cell research continues to hold my interest as I’ve been able to participate as a state contact with the American Association of Blood Banks.   I am 68 and have two adult sons who are doing very well and a former wife who I have sought to provide both emotional and financial and spiritual support (keeping in contact with their own essence).  The son’s continue to amaze me with their victories at being themselves and though separated for 12 plus years my former wife and I still hope for reconciliation.   Problem, I am older, at least in age.  I must continue to work  as my economy is not that outstanding.   Invited to join NeoTech, I realized that my dreams of being financially sound while recapturing the Joy of Living though FNE and moments described by the 10 second miracle may be key to playing again as an adult.  I see many around me for whom retirement has been a tragedy of deterioration. I believe in immortality (To be continuously alive from the very Core of Our Being) and do not wish to travel the sad path of human despair.  I believe that it is our birthright to be happy and look forward to value creation.  I am very interested in Neothink gatherings in my area.  Thank you for introducing me to Neothink at this  critical time.

Ron H