When Neo-Tech came into my life…

Hi my name is Angela M. When Neo-Tech came into my life .it touch a very deep and profound part of my life. Was drinking really bad and my ex felt is was ok to take advantage of me just because i was his wife. It brought back a memory i had surpressed at age 4-5 of desecration. I was raped by a man at this age and that cycle of behavior continued to follow me throughout my adolecence teen and adult life .  I had high hopes of safety and security. Yet problem still follow me. After the marriage end 6 months later i suffered a sever phycological melt down. I never spoke if what followed that. Because i was hearing and seeing things and expeiencing things that noone else saw. Had i said anything they would have locked me away. I swear i meet god himself or zon even though he was invisble and you could see through him i meet him face to face and shortly there after found myself in the state hospital. I suffer from ptsd and have bipolar disorder and sksophreniea. I have been sober for 5.5 years now have bought a home and a new used car moved up to shift mgt for bk. And i do most of my own fixing mt house or car or fixing ny dying dryer . Decided to use wood i was going to fix the side gate my ex roomate kicked off my house and made a clothes line out of it instead. Strugglinf to pay bills and mocospace cleaned out my checking account because i entered my information for two transactions and won’t make amends. I work so very hard to earn that money. I am the only provider in my home for 5 people because i have a child with disabilities that my partner stays home to provide care for him. And to find that people can just so carelessley take what one works so hard for and not look back and take ur personal situation and use it against you. And im a vert creative person every year u make honemade personal gifts for people .like this one. i drew my boss granddaughter on this Christmas bukb and hand painted it for her.