Thank you for the privilege of the Neothink!

Hello Mark Hamilton,
Thank you for the privilege of the Neothink! I gotta tell ya it is a great way to live.

I would like to start with a story that is compelling to me. Here goes:
A few weeks ago my daughter Natasha went to visit her mother(Natalie) in california and she left on a Thursday. She got there fine. The weekend
rolled around and I did not feel good and I wasn’t much for conversation with anyone. My wife was upset with me and asked why I wasn’t saying anything.
I could not give her a specific answer because nothing happened. I just told her I just did not feel like saying anything. She left it at that.
Monday came and I got a call from my daughter and she was crying and begging to come home. I told to let me plan it and we hung up. That evening when she called me her mother came on the call and was telling that she didn’t think it was a good idea to bring Natasha home we talked more then she started crying and telling me how hard it was to run her own Law Practice and how much things she put on hold for Natasha and she was putting forth an illusion so she could feel me out. I agreed with her to let Natasha stay till her original return date on Thursday.
Thursday couldn’t have arrived any slower it felt like months.(I say that because I know Natalie) I got to Honolulu International Airport and met Natasha and the
biggest smile was on her face when I looked at her and I felt so relieved (euphoric) and we hugged and I can’t remember the last time she hugged so tight . She told me  that she was never going back. We walked to the truck and loaded the bags and we were on our way home on the H-2 freeway.
I started to speak and said how wonderfull it was to have her back safe and smiling . I was curious why her and Natalie had an argument. The look on Natasha’s face said it all. I could not believe what she said next. natalie is like a kid. That complex little girl all od a sudden spoke as an adult as I knew what she was saying and it is
the truth so help me Neothink. She continued telling me the story and how Natalie started to yell at her in the dress shop and how the shop lady came in between them and was protecting her and how Natalie was saying how an ungrateful kid she was then how Natalie started to blame her for moving to California. Finally,
Natasha said she did not want to talk about it anymoreand that was that!

I sat there thinking how much she has grown and was in amazement as to how her thoughts were that of a controlled thinking woman. I found myself talking to her as I said” I can now talk to you as an adult and that I was proud of her being able to see past the illusion that was brought to her by someone that supposedly
loved her. I told her about how natalie tried to get me put in prison (Miss Annabelle and the school board) and how everything bad was my fault and was trying to make herself look like the martyr, the helpless victim. I thought back to Miss Annabelle and how she was railroaded into prison by  spiteful people.

A moment of contemplation came to me came to me. I thought about how the books really seemed to be a parallel world.

The days past by. a call came in on my cell phone and it was from someone that I haven’t heard from in some time. His name is Ray and he wanted to buy a 50 gallon drum of sealcoat material. I told him the price of the drum was $250.00 and we set up a time and place to meet.
we met behind the bowling alley so we could upload his pickup truck. Well, we unloaded the drum off my truck and put it on his. Before I had a chance to ask for the money(I would have asked prior to unloading but I had trust and felt he was hones after not seeing each other in a while) he asked if he could pay me after he finished his project I said okay but wearily(I couldn’t believe I said that). As we parted I said to myself that I need to get away from those types of people and I could not believe it. This episode just cemented me into that parallel world forever as I am going to be in a better world soon.
That same afternoon as I was taking my daughter Natasha to Tennis practice she began telling me about her friend Jay(boy) and how he asked her if she is not tired of going down a one way street. I aked her why would he say that? Her reply was ‘ Because everyone always dumps their problems on her  as if she is the complaint department.(She is a good listener) I told her that it might be a compliment because if he noticed that he must look up to you. I continued”just keep on listening because you willlearn a lot about humans and illusions and truths and she agreed.

My daughter my little child of the Civilization of the Universe.

Thanks For Th eInvitation into the Parallel world!

Lawrence S.