It has been a wild ride

As you know I am Marcus D. from Oklahoma City I  must say it has been a wild ride since I was contacted by the Neothink Society but I believe my story started many years before that moment. I never was accepted as an equal in general society. I am not going to take you back to my birth date but I will take you back to May 23 2005 when I was almost murdered by some gang bangers out here in the Oklahoma City streets. Which I had nothing to do with gangs but the police seem to think every young black male around my age has nothing to do but wrong which is very stereotypical and judgmental. Well that night I was shot in the head and left to die at a Northeast side gas station. And when I told the Police what happened they said they didn’t believe my story so since then I’ve been having to survive on Social Security disability wages and my part time hustling which could send me to jail just because I want to survive. I’m not gonna lie the money was lucrative until others started hating and wanted to take what mine. So I gave that up. Everything was good for a number of years. I had found a girl that I thought I would be with. But she said that I had become mean and abusive after my mother passed away and I had started studying my first 3 manuscript’s and the money had slowed down so I hadn’t been able to purchase other books that I needed. And I’m sure you guy’s don’t want excuses but it’s been hard trying to survive off of $700 a month and fly right so that I wouldn’t go to jail. But that’s what I have been doing for the whole friggin year plus nobody has time for that. Now you guy’s want me to purchase another set of books but as of today I have very little money no girlfriend no car or a place to stay. I didn’t want to tell you all this BS but its the truth. I’ve been struggling to survive out here. So I enrolled into a local trade school to try something different. I just hope y’all don’t blackball me. Because I want to do right.  I will continue to try my best

Marcus D.